Joshua Phan Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Come to think of it, its something most people WILL NEVER do in their lives.

I'm not sure what is making me go through with it.

Am I a person of my word ?

Is it my adventurous streak ?

Have I become more open to possibilities?

Is it just a bit of fun ?

Am I bored?

Do I have a death wish?

I woke up this morning with a million OMFG's resounding through my head and I had to bury myself under the doona so I wouldn't hyperventilate.

I'm honestly really excited.

Its so wacky and loony and unconventional and I love that I've got the balls to do it.

Not gonna tell you people what's going on though.

I'm not so far gone as to have forgotten how close-minded and how judgemental some people can be.

You'd make an assumption and shake your head at me and I'd feel shit about not being able to live a life like you, and be just like everyone else.

I'm not conventional but why do I have to keep bowing to the ones bequeathed to me by virtue of birth, blood and society.

They tell me you only live once.

So I'm going to.