reminiscence
I’m gonna hold you for the last time. I’m gonna cry, but afraid to not let it show. This is the hardest way to say goodbye ‘cause as you walk away I’m feeling so alone. I don’t understand, you had to leave, and I’m not a part of your plan. We both agreed, but now I regret there are so many thing I should have said.
Chances are I’ll never get a moment like this again. So here’s everything I wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you. I’ve never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You’re the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with. The definition of love to me is you.
You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.
Accepting
Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you dont want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold harsh truth - The people that you cant live without, can live without you.
I can relate. So much. All of them.and always will be
I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who’s ever lived: I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.
Tired.
Im getting sick of working,
Why am I working so hard for this broken dream?
Why am I still woking for this bed,
because I know you will come back one day.
And when you do,
Please tell me to stop working and just cuddle with you.
I love you.
“ I loved you. And here’s a news flash: you protected me from nothing. I spent time missing you, wondering what the hell I did wrong to make you do that to me. I thought everything was my fault. And even when I got over that, I still knew what I’d lost: you. You were the one who made me laugh when I had a crappy day. You were the one I vented to when I was mad, the one I shared all the good stuff with. You always knew when I was full of crap, and you always called me on it. You were smart, you were funny, you were good-looking. You were mine. And then, suddenly, you weren’t. I knew every day exactly what I’d lost, and I missed you every day. That’s the big favor you did for me. Thanks so much. Here’s the kicker… you weren’t even protecting me. You were protecting yourself. If you’d given half a thought to me, you wouldn’t have said goodbye.
Flying today.
When I pretend what happened didn’t hurt, is when it hurts the most. I’ve faked a smile for so long, that I honestly forgot how it feels like to have a real one on. It’s simple: I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired…