Joshua Phan » Crap

16th

miLo — Tue, 15 Jun 2010 21:17:49 +0000

Promise me. That’s all I want. Just promise that you’ll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you’ll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don’t want to go on knowing I mean absolutely nothing to you.

Tumblr

miLo — Fri, 28 May 2010 23:06:06 +0000

Will be blogging/re-blogging more on Tumblr now than actual blogging.

You can access it by clicking tumblr on top.

Hello May

miLo — Fri, 30 Apr 2010 16:30:07 +0000

v2

miLo — Mon, 05 Apr 2010 13:33:18 +0000

I miss our late night calls, we used to talk about everything and nothing at the same time. Arguing about something, but at the end, we laugh it all out. Staying up late was the sweetest, even though you know you must wake up early in the morning just to prepare for school. Even though you’re already sleepy, still you stay up late listening to all of my rants. And we end up our conversation with these 3 simple words. I recall, you used to say those words many times so that you’ll stay awake, repeating it over and over again with your voice makes me smile.. Everything. Those times, those late night calls. I miss it.

miss you.

miLo — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 18:34:48 +0000

I still wish that you would call. Not to do anything, just to talk. I miss hearing your voice every night, and I guess I just miss you making me smile.

Pretty please?

miLo — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 10:44:36 +0000

I want you to show up on friday.

reminiscence

miLo — Mon, 29 Mar 2010 11:09:42 +0000

I’m gonna hold you for the last time. I’m gonna cry, but afraid to not let it show. This is the hardest way to say goodbye ‘cause as you walk away I’m feeling so alone. I don’t understand, you had to leave, and I’m not a part of your plan. We both agreed, but now I regret there are so many thing I should have said.

Chances are I’ll never get a moment like this again. So here’s everything I wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you. I’ve never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You’re the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with. The definition of love to me is you.

You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you.

Accepting

miLo — Sun, 28 Mar 2010 06:57:19 +0000

Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you dont want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold harsh truth - The people that you cant live without, can live without you.

Lights out.

miLo — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 12:37:26 +0000

I can relate. So much. All of them.

and always will be

miLo — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 06:27:02 +0000

I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who’s ever lived: I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.