Too much?

I don’t know if the pain is gone, or if I’m just getting used to it. Just someone I can trust, Someone who’s honest, Someone who makes me laugh, Someone who loves me for me, Someone who will give me a hug when I’m upset, That’s all I ask. Surely that can’t be too much. It’s difficult, isn’t it? Fighting for something you could’ve had, and then wondering if it’s already maybe too late.

Happy 24th month

Drunk, trying to get myself numb. Trying to pass out and somehow hit my head against concrete. I wanna have an amnesia.
Amnesia is the only way that can save me now.

today…

you know that feeling where you need somebody so badly that it just aches and the only way to cure it is by being in the presence of that same somebody except being in their presence makes you ache, too and in the end it just feels like sometimes you just can’t win?

tonight, i feel just like that. i can’t win.

hope

Today, I've lost everything that I thought I have hope for.

Business law
or
MBA

both MelbUni sept intake.

Hardest

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn't. Staying, even when you know it will break your heart is the toughest. Staying right where you are, waiting for your heart to be ripped apart is much harder than walking away and starting anew.

Forgive

Sometimes, it is harder to forgive ourselves than to forgive other people.