Joshua Phan Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

25Jul/10

gone.

Slowly and silently gone without you realizing it.

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24Mar/10

Tired.

Im getting sick of working,
Why am I working so hard for this broken dream?
Why am I still woking for this bed,
because I know you will come back one day.
And when you do,
Please tell me to stop working and just cuddle with you.

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10Mar/10

lucky bastard

“ Do you know what it’s like to love someone so much, that you can’t see yourself without picturing her? Or what it’s like to touch someone, and feel like you’ve come home? What we had wasn’t about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you’ve got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I was lucky enough to have her all along.

I still love you. I'm sorry if thats a bad thing and i'm sorry if you think i'm wasting my time. But I've loved you for a long time now and you really expect me to get over you just as quick as you got over me? I don't think you quite know me.

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22Dec/09

Missing me.

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

15Dec/09

Almost over

travel everymonth (domestic and international)
got my own house
bought over 20k of gadgets.
cancel out two of my wishlist
attended sister's wedding
almost die from speeding. twice
became CEO of my dad's company
Signed a USD70k business deal
Major heartbreaks
LEFT BBN
things to accomplish next year
Buy my own car.(toyota caldina)
Sign a USD 150k deal
Travel to at least 5 countries (china, japan, hk, swiss and us)
attend sensation black/white or qlimax in europe
attend world cup in south affrica
get my second degree

Things I've done this year (2009)

  • Travel every month (domestic and international)
  • Got my own house
  • Bought over 20k of gadgets.
  • Cancelled out two of my wishlist
  • Attended sister's wedding
  • Almost die from speeding. Twice.
  • Became CEO of my dad's company
  • Signed a USD70k business deal
  • Attended MIGF
  • Heartbreaks

Things to accomplish next year (2010)

  • Buy my own car (Toyota Caldina)
  • Sign a USD 150k deal
  • Travel to at least 5 countries (China, Japan, HK, NZ, US and Ibiza)
  • Attend Sensation Black/White or Qlimax in Europe
  • Attend world cup in South Africa
  • Get my second degree
  • Get a new wishlist (Fuck the watch, all lies)
  • Lose weight
  • Quit smoking
  • Tell her I love her everyday

So, what have you done in 2009 and wish to accomplish in 2010? 10 more days till christmas and I'll be celebrating it  in Singapore.

11Dec/09

feeling it.

7Dec/09

Keep me in your heart

If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less
Keep me in your heart for awhile

When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun
Keep me in your heart for awhile

There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house
Maybe you'll think of me and smile

You know I'm tied to you like the buttons on your blouse
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams
Touch me as I fall into view
When the winter comes keep the fires lit
And I will be right next to you

25Nov/09

Dont blog about me.

Will you think of me,
in time?
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.

Chorus:
And I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
And yeah
i lost a lot of what i
don't expect to ever return
I tend to push em 'till the pushing's turned from
hurtin to burn,
I always take them to that place i thought they wanted
to go,
but end up dancing 'round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
a somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
her heaven,
heaven, heaven

And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't ever see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but somehow i'll end up just losing a friend,
i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go?
where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersalt.
that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven
Let me in your heaven
I wanna live inside your heaven

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12Nov/09

???

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7Nov/09

Why so cute

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