I still love you. I'm sorry if thats a bad thing and i'm sorry if you think i'm wasting my time. But I've loved you for a long time now and you really expect me to get over you just as quick as you got over me? I don't think you quite know me.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Things I've done this year (2009)

• Travel every month (domestic and international)
• Got my own house
• Bought over 20k of gadgets.
• Cancelled out two of my wishlist
• Attended sister's wedding
• Almost die from speeding. Twice.
• Became CEO of my dad's company
• Signed a USD70k business deal
• Attended MIGF
• Heartbreaks

Things to accomplish next year (2010)

• Buy my own car (Toyota Caldina)
• Sign a USD 150k deal
• Travel to at least 5 countries (China, Japan, HK, NZ, US and Ibiza)
• Attend Sensation Black/White or Qlimax in Europe
• Attend world cup in South Africa
• Get my second degree
• Get a new wishlist (Fuck the watch, all lies)
• Lose weight
• Quit smoking
• Tell her I love her everyday

So, what have you done in 2009 and wish to accomplish in 2010? 10 more days till christmas and I'll be celebrating it  in Singapore.

When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun
Keep me in your heart for awhile

There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done
Keep me in your heart for awhile

Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house
Maybe you'll think of me and smile

You know I'm tied to you like the buttons on your blouse
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams
Touch me as I fall into view
When the winter comes keep the fires lit
And I will be right next to you

Will you think of me,
in time?
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.

Chorus:
And I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
And yeah
i lost a lot of what i
don't expect to ever return
I tend to push em 'till the pushing's turned from
hurtin to burn,
I always take them to that place i thought they wanted
to go,
but end up dancing 'round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
a somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
her heaven,
heaven, heaven

And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't ever see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but somehow i'll end up just losing a friend,
i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go?
where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersalt.
that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven
Let me in your heaven
I wanna live inside your heaven